It all started with, lets call her “becky.” Me and this girl “Chrissy” (fake names), weren’t friends because we were both friends with “becky.” “becky” is the type to divide and conqueor and talk shit about people. Then we stopped being friends with becky, and we became each others friends. Chrissy started hanging out with my guy friends. Because she has really good charisma, she became close with them fast. A bit too fast. So fast, that friendships I had to build up for 4 years, was nothing in comparasin to the ones she made with them. After I realized this, I became really sad. Its not so much that I was jealous, but my self esteem became shit. I tried not to let it bother me. Until today. My bf told me that he had a dream about her. He was having a threesome with her, and I was no where in his mind. At least he was honest. Tomorrow he’s suppose to take my sisters ice skating with me. He said he was doubting it. That’s when it tumbled out of control.